18

So, I’ve worked some things out at school. It’ll all work out in the end.

I’ve got a lot to do, but I’m trying to pace myself to avoid becoming overwhelmed. I think it’ll get done, one way or another.

I have a great family, my Jeremy included. He’s been so helpful and I really don’t know what I’d do without him around to keep me somewhat sane.

Sometimes I worry about the future. Then I realize that it’s not here yet, so I don’t need to worry about it so much–if things are meant to be, they will be. If not, I’ll have to deal with it then. But I should not let worry come between myself and happiness.

I love him, though, and I hope he’ll stick around. He’s the only man for me.

More later. I’m off to dinner and Japanese class.

Oh, The Good Ole Green and Gold

Oh, how deliciously wonderful it feels to be screwed over again by my home institution.

Especially after singing their praises all summer long.

I dropped Spanish and went back to Japanese I. But they won’t let me take Japanese II until next year and they “might not even offer it.” Is that not crazy?

Am I a little bitter? Perhaps.

I just hope to goodness that this all works out in my favor. I’m needing prayers and whatnot.

I am going to attempt to CLEP Bio I and Bio II later this semester. I hope I’m in luck this year. I need all the luck I can get.

16

So, I’ve been home for a week or two now, and, as happy as I am to be home again, I am feeling a bit overwhelmed with everything that I’ve been thrown into.

My classes are all pretty good; I just wish there weren’t so many of them. I’m taking Inorganic Chem. w/lab, Organic Chem. w/lab, Calc. II w/lab, Spanish I, and Philosophy/Methodology of Science(for senior capstone).

The Spanish is so very time consuming, and though I want to do well in it, I don’t want my science grades to suffer because of it.

I think I’ll be okay when I get into a schedule, but as for now I’m feeling very strung out and inadequate.

But I’m not in Pittsburgh and I am with my family (though I may not see them much this semester).

Home, Home, Home

Tonight is my last night in Pittsburgh. I will miss all of the awesome friends that I have made here, but I will certainly keep in touch with them.

I get to see my family tomorrow. I have missed them so very much. Tomorrow will be a good day.

Almost There

I’m almost there. I have today and tomorrow to get through, and then Friday I have “off.” I just want to go HHHOOOMMMEEEE.

I can’t wait to see my family again.